Sleep-Deprived

by tradetesttransmissions

I haven’t been able to get a good night’s rest for quite a while now, I keep waking up after a few hours and I can’t go back to sleep so I end up feeling zombie-ish for the rest of the day. The dreams I get sometimes make my days particularly crappy. A few days ago I dreamt that I was driving along a bridge that grew narrower and narrower until I was going to fall off and plummet into a river.

Last night, I dreamt that I was standing in my mom’s bathroom. It was pitch dark and there was someone screaming and pounding at my mom’s door. I tried to ignore the screaming but it was so desperate and blood-curdling that I went out to open the door. The person barged in, I asked him what was wrong. I sat on the floor at the corner of the bed as he told me that Shane was dead. I started to panic and the despair was welling up so much that I shook my head and screamed that it was just a dream. I opened my eyes and I was standing in the middle of a road. A car was speeding towards me and I woke up the second it was going to hit me. I couldn’t go back to sleep after that.

I feel like shit today.